Friday, March 9, 2012

The most horrible task & sinful task I've ever done in my life: was to kill a quail with my bare hand for the survival course as part of the survival assessment~ Not just me, my other friends had to do as part of the assessment for it~ I feel so sinful when I sayang its head and it was looking at me so calmly, just couldn't bare to silence it and my hand was trembling badly.. So I just talk to it in Chinese, saying I'm not the one who wants to end your end, I had to do it as part of survival.. I'm so sorry, just so sorry// Then the assesser said: U may start now! My team was like stop and stun for awhile, but didn't want to waste too much time, so I immediately close my eyes and face my head else where, both my fingers on the neck and then twist & pull its head off in a quick act~ I just hold my tears back hard// Trying to overcome that fear.. ~Not gonna elaborate more cause it's abt skinning the organs inside~ After that, we lay everything properly on the leaves for the inspection and some indication test.. Til now I just feel so sinful~ In the end that was our food after 30hr+ of staying hunger ~ Sigh :( But I'm just glad that my team did a good job on construction of our shelter & our fire place which can start fire for like 2 to 3 times and in the end we do not have to become a predator(kill the quail) again~ Phew// Til now the sinful feeling is still lingering on me~ :((

The most horrible task & sinful task I've ever done in my life: was to kill a quail with my bare hand for the survival course as part of the survival assessment~ Not just me, my other friends had to do as part of the assessment for it~ I feel so sinful when I sayang its head and it was looking at me so calmly, just couldn't bare to silence it and my hand was trembling badly.. So I just talk to it in Chinese, saying I'm not the one who wants to end your end, I had to do it as part of survival.. I'm so sorry, just so sorry// Then the assesser said: U may start now! My team was like stop and stun for awhile, but didn't want to waste too much time, so I immediately close my eyes and face my head else where, both my fingers on the neck and then twist & pull its head off in a quick act~ I just hold my tears back hard// Trying to overcome that fear.. ~Not gonna elaborate more cause it's abt skinning the organs inside~ After that, we lay everything properly on the leaves for the inspection and some indication test.. Til now I just feel so sinful~ In the end that was our food after 30hr+ of staying hunger ~ Sigh :( But I'm just glad that my team did a good job on construction of our shelter & our fire place which can start fire for like 2 to 3 times and in the end we do not have to become a predator(kill the quail) again~ Phew// Til now the sinful feeling is still lingering on me~ :((

Friday, February 3, 2012

Kena sleep deprivation after 24hrs of staying inside the forestation with barely minimum 2hrs of rest early morning then continue walking with 20kg field pack~ Yawn~~ Though still enjoy it throughout, like spotted enemy ahead then immediately jump into bushes at the roadside and run further in, then from there monitor enemies movement inside!! Dam interesting!!

Kena sleep deprivation after 24hrs of staying inside the forestation with barely minimum 2hrs of rest early morning then continue walking with 20kg field pack~ Yawn~~ Though still enjoy it throughout, like spotted enemy ahead then immediately  jump into bushes at the roadside and run further in, then from there monitor enemies movement inside!! Dam interesting!! 

Friday, January 13, 2012

Ytd's COH fighting was really funny, the part when panzer elite's bergetiger was reviving the black Tiger Ace corpse, one American M26 Pershing heavy tank sighted that and just charge with full speed at the reviving Tiger Ace corpse, it ram against the corpse and ended the reviving of the tiger ace, which could turn the tide of war if the Tiger Ace is in working condition!! Plus the Sherman Calliope, volleys of rocket fired at enemies position and then run away, enemy couldn't detect the exact location to destroy it~

Ytd's COH fighting was really funny, the part when panzer elite's bergetiger was reviving the black Tiger Ace corpse, one American M26 Pershing heavy tank sighted that and just charge with full speed at the reviving Tiger Ace corpse, it ram against the corpse and ended the reviving of the tiger ace, which could turn the tide of war if the Tiger Ace is in working condition!! Plus the Sherman Calliope, volleys of  rocket fired at enemies position and then run away, enemy couldn't detect the exact location to destroy it~

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Had a cycling trip ytd nite from East Coast Park and pit-stop at Marina Barrage Green Roof, then from there back to East Coast Park again with MM members, abt 18km route~ Dam quiet and cool!! And this marks the 3rd time I went to East Coast Park within the 4 days!! 24km route march last Sat, Sect-Mate BBQ last Monday & cycling ytd!!

Had a cycling trip ytd nite from East Coast Park and pit-stop at Marina Barrage Green Roof, then from there back to East Coast Park again with MM members, abt 18km route~ Dam quiet and cool!! And this marks the 3rd time I went to East Coast Park within the 4 days!! 24km route march last Sat, Sect-Mate BBQ last Monday & cycling ytd!!